Paulette

I thought I’d share a peek at one of the snippets from my novel “Passages”, which is the fourth and final book of my series.

 

The long, hot summer of 1617 brought three things to the house of Stonehaven; a drought, a deal, and a new daughter.

The blessing of an unusually mild winter had translated into a nearly dry spring, and by mid-August, the blessing had become a full blown curse. Plantings done optimistically early had grown slowly, and withered in dried fields. Second and third plantings had done little better, and it was beginning to be obvious there would be little barley and wheat for the coming winter. Crofters from remote tenants beseeched Edward for extended terms in fulfilling their quotas, indeed asking for subsidies from neighboring counties—as if the rains had fallen there.

William dealt with the correspondences for Edward, taking over the duties by degree from the aging duke. Edward was keen to advise, warning William of the pitfalls of being too lenient or too stern when it came time for collecting the revenues. “Good will can be your best investment, however too much generosity will breed a generation of leeches,” he had warned. William listened with interest, but made his own decisions on who would receive leniency, and who would earn a penalty. For the most part, Edward deferred to William’s decision, only raising a concern once over William’s plan to buy grains from France, rather than depend upon his own crofters.

“Their fields will barely sustain their own families this winter, Father. I cannot ask them to starve when there are other resources.”

“And how do you intend to pay?”

“You did not give me Sutherland without knowing the wealth of wool that comes from the flocks did you?”

Edward relented, agreeing, though clearly skeptical the scheme would work. William drafted the agreements himself then had them scrutinized carefully by Peter Garland for integrity, and practicality.

“I would leave room for negotiation of price here, Will,” Peter advised. “I’ve had dealings with Marquis LeReau in the past. He is very shrewd. Honest, but shrewd.”

“What do you suggest?”

Peter grinned, “Offer a bit more than wool. The Marquis has an appetite for Scottish ale that is particularly difficult to come by in the north of France.”

William agreed eagerly, “And I have a fondness for his wine.”

“Which he sells for far more than he should…”

“I’m willing to pay his price for wine, if he shall lower the cost of the grain. Put that in the proposal.”

Edward clapped his hands, offering congratulations from his chair near the window. “Well done, lad. Well done, indeed.”

“Thank you,” William beamed, always pleased with praise from the duke. “But it is only words on parchment until the marquis agrees.”

“Oh he will,” Edward assured him. “I happen to have one more thing for you to add to your bargain should he balk.”

“Oh?”

Edward laughed to himself, folding his hands upon his chest. “I do.”

Peter and William exchanged curious glances. “Tell me what to add, my lord,” Peter began, his quill poised over the parchment.

“Oh no, not in writing my friend. This is one of those matters that is best served…” he thought for a moment for the right word, “over ale.”

“Ale, my lord?”

William burst out laughing. “Who was she?”

“Ah, you know my style well, lad!” Edward chuckled. “Her name was Paulette, and that is all you need to mention.”

William raised a brow, “Oh? Do we not get to hear the tale of Paulette and the marquis?”

“I’m afraid not. I gave my word, the tale would die with me.”

“Well then, he will know it is a hollow threat, my lord,” Peter said, placing down the quill. “LeReaux knows your word is as solid as gold, so I do not see how this could be a bargaining tool.”

Edward grinned, giving William a mischievous wink. “Explain it to him, William.”

“But I am trying to understand it as well, Father. If you gave your word. . .” he stopped to think. “Brilliant!”

“Ah you’ve figured it out.”

“But?” Peter sat back, clearly frustrated. “Would you please explain it to me?”

“It’s very simple, Peter.” William laughed. “Father didn’t give his word to the marquis.”

“But he just said he did—” Peter’s eyes went wide in sudden understanding. “You gave your word to Paulette.”

Edward applauded. “Indeed I did, but the marquis doesn’t know that. In fact, he doesn’t even know that I know about the lass at all, so this is very strong chip indeed.”

“One that I shall hold only as a last resort, father,” William said as he took the parchment from Peter for one final review. “I should not like to gain a reputation of making treaties by tricks—”

Peter coughed, covering a not so subtle grin.

“That was a long time ago, and you of all people should not be laughing,” William scolded, though he found a grin of his own creeping to his face. “Touché.”

“Well there is a difference here,” Peter said, suddenly serious.

“And what is different? Trickery is trickery, and a dangerous road to consider.”

“This isn’t about trickery, my lord. It’s about sex and wine, and a Frenchman’s reputation.”

Edward nodded. “You only need mention her name, William. Trust me.”

Dubious as it sounded, William tucked the information about this mysterious Paulette away, doubtful he would resort to what seemed nothing short of blackmail. The document was scribed, signed and sealed, and sent by ship that very afternoon. A fortnight later William read the marquis’ rejection, demanding twice the amount wool and for half the barley, and four times the fair price for the wine, while offering only a third of the price requested for the ale. William took the quill, and scrawled his one word reply: “Paulette”.

Two weeks later, enough wine for all of Stonehaven arrived by ship, just in time to celebrate the birth of William’s daughter Cyslie. In honor of her birth, every family received a bottle of French wine and enough grain to see them through the winter.

 

 

Survived another Tax day

So April 15th has come and gone. It’s been a tough one, this year. I’m not talking about the financial burden of paying the IRS (oh, how I long for the days when I could count on a refund), or the stress of gathering all the receipts and forms, or even putting up with a husband who goes from mild-mannered to maniac in 2.5 seconds upon discovering a $2.01 donation to a coin jar at the local 7-11 that has gone undocumented.

I’m talking about something that a co-work pointed out, “The April 15 Effect”. She noted that when she once worked as waitress, all the customers seemed to be extra snarly and unpleasant, and then, on April 16th a magical cloud would burst, and everyone would be more civil again. It was some shared cosmic effect that took over everyone.

Now, couple this effect with my recent life and I think you’ll agree that I deserve the pound and a half of peanutbutter slathered chocolate I have in front of me.

It’s busy season where I work, and we’re all rushing around gathering, printing, packing, planning and pushing. No, I don’t work for the IRS (thank goodness) or a tax preparation place. I do something more fun; I’m helping put together a robotics competition for high-schoolers. The big event, the championship, is only a couple of weeks away, and even though it is a blow-out blast, it’s A LOT of stress to get ready for. I look longingly at May 1 on my calendar when it will all be over, while at the same time, getting excited about it getting going. I just wonder if anyone ever took into consideration the April 15 effect when they chose the dates.

Ok beyond that, I’m looking forward to young son’s wedding, now just two months away. Yup, lots of planning and printing and gathering . . . you get the idea. It’s all coming along nicely, and I didn’t have to raid the wedding fund for the IRS, and I have my dress and all that . . . but I’m still stressed. My baby is getting married! How can any mother with any sense of motherly motherness not be stressed at the prospect of her youngest getting married. I love his chosen bride-to-be, so it’s not that. It’s a purely selfish reaction to realizing that I’m old enough to have a youngest son who is getting married in two months.

The oldest is over thirty years old now, and that didn’t hit me as hard as realizing the BABY is old enough . . . Oy.

Ok, couple that with an impending milestone birthday only three months down the road. It’s an age ending in a zero that rhymes with nifty. How the hell it came so fast is a mystery to me. I mean, I feel like I was graduating from high-school just a couple of years ago, and suddenly I’m. . . it’s just not right. It was brought home again last night when I took my second oldest son (who also is impossibly old for my age), to the IHOP for supper. I was miffed that I couldn’t order off the senor menu to save a couple bucks because I’m three months away . . . and then I stopped myself. I’m not old enough for the special. FAR OUT! PILE ON THE PANCAKES, WAITRESS, WHILE I’M STILL YOUNG! WOO HOO!

Stay young, folks, and exhale. Just, stay off my lawn.

 

Closing Night

I so miss the days when I could sit down at the word processor and put down in words the images I was seeing in my head. Plot and character would introduce themselves to my mind in full lighting and makeup, well rehearsed and ready to perform. I simply took dictation, recording the story they played out for me.

I am beginning to think that my production company has gone bankrupt and all of my players have left me. Did I forget to pay the light bill at the theatre? Did my troop go union? Where did they go?

Now, when I sit to write, all I am presented with is an empty stage. No scenery, no costumes, no actors waiting in the wings. The lights are dark and the house is empty, save for the unfinished playbills scattered throughout the aisles.

If only I’d not lost my sense of metaphor, I could explain it.

Red Sky in the Morning

It didn’t seem at all like the best of situations, but they were
determined to get out to Gibbon’s Head before the sun came up. Jack
checked his equipment, tapping lightly on the display of his electronic
barometer, shaking his head. 

“What’s wrong?” Donna asked.

“This thing can’t be right. It says there’s nothing out there.”

“Nothing? As in weather nothing, or nothing nothing?”

“Nothing. No clouds, no atmospheric pressure, no. . . anything.” He shrugged and tossed the thing into his rucksack.

“So why take it? Look up there, does that big black swirl to the west really seem like ‘nothing’?”

“I’m taking it so you have proof that we set out in a storm by accident.” He
chuckled nervously, looking toward the west. “You know, you can say you
were going on instruments and didn’t see the lightning. That way you
can claim my life insurance.”

“That’s not funny, Jack.” She grabbed the binoculars and took a closer look at the western sky. “It’s moving fast. And it’s low. I’ve never seen that color at dawn. It’s
practically purple.”

“Good thing we’re headed east then. It’s pretty over there. Nice and red.”

She turned to him in surprise. “Jack, you ass, that’s a red sky in the morning!”

“So?”

“Duh, red sky in the morning? Sailor take warning? We’re nuts. Can’t we wait another day?”

“The boat’s ready now, Donna. We only have three days before we have to fly home. It’s today or never.”

“It’s getting windy. Check that damned thing again. You probably hit a reset on it or something.”

He pulled the little electronic weather station from the rucksack with a
sigh, and flicked on the power. “There happy? It says. . . ”

“What?”

“Well . . . it didn’t say that before.” He tapped on some dials. “Uh, nothing.”

“Again with the nothing! Can I remind you that I don’t have any life insurance, and you’ll be screwed when I drown?”

His look was near comical. “You don’t?”

“Not a cent.”

“I thought. . . never mind. Come on, let’s get going. We can be out to the island before the storm.”

“What? Are you crazy? I’m not getting in that damned boat! The sky is getting blacker by the minute!”

“Not according to this.” He tossed the weather station to her.

The display flickered into life, showing a little icon of a smiling sunshine. “Fair weather?”

“See? All is well.”

“That’s not what it said a minute ago and you know it.”

He smiled down at his hands and looked up at her from under his tousled
hair. It was that ‘I’m too cute to be in trouble’ look that he knew
would disarm her. It did. “It’s our only opportunity to see the
island. We’ll get there, dig around the caves for a little while. . .”

“What about getting back here, Jack. Did you forget that part?”

“I packed fruit bars.”

“Jack!”

“And a tent, and provisions for three days if we need it.” He smiled again. “See? Everything is under control.”

“I hate camping.”

“The sleeping bag is for two.”

“Is it . . . soft?”

“Like a rabbit.”

He traced his hand on her cheek and smiled that cute smile again. “It’s going to be fine.”

THREE MONTHS LATER

“. . . in closing I would like to remind the jury that my client was
unaware of the approaching storm. It was not a case of. . . intentional
negligence at all. The decision to venture out was made on good faith
based on the faulty equipment manufactured by the defendant. Therefore
I believe full damages should be rewarded.”

There is a pause in the courtroom as the judge considers the testimony. The jury is weary, having listened to hours of arguments from the zealous lawyers defending the manufacturer and the impassioned rebuttals from the plaintiff. The judge gives his instructions and sends them to deliberate. Two of the jurors are holding tissues to their faces. Women. The council for the plaintiff counted on there being sympathetic women on the jury. Women who could be moved by the sorrow of losing a loved one in such a dramatic way. Women who could empathize with a poor decision based on love.

It only takes a hour and they are back in the court room.

“Have you reached your decision? ”

“We have, Your Honor. We find in favor of the plaintiff in the amount of five million dollars.”

The court is dismissed, and all file out. The lawyer takes the plaintiff
aside. “That was touch and go for a while, congratulations.”

“Thanks.”

“Well, this judgement on top of the life insurance should set you up for quite a while.”

A slow innocent smile crossed the plaintiff’s face. “She had no insurance.”

“No?”

“Not a cent. Thanks again, you’ve been a tremendous help.”

One more time

I’m actually just playing around with this new blog, learning the settings and how to edit.  I actually wrote this post on MS Word and published it from there.   I had to resize the picture, though.

Anyway, here is the first of many pictures I will post of my cat.

 

Peace,

Lorrieann

A New Home

I am in the process of updating my official website — that is, once I remember how to edit it, since I made it so long ago that I no longer have the computer or the software that I used to create it.    I hate it when that happens.

At any rate, this place is the first step to the new home page.  All the books and galleries and stuff will be linked to here.  I’m going to try to keep it current.  (She said, shushing the little demon on her shoulder who is laughing at her).

So I want some help.  If you like what you see, please click the little linky things at the end of the post and share.  And talk to me! Let me know you were here. I get lonely.

Later,

 

Lorrieann


 

Time to update

 Once again, I have lapsed in my duty to keep my blog current.   

I have just now realized that my  "official" website (www.lorrieannrussell.com) does not have live links to where to by my books.

In trying to correct this situation, I realized how long it has been since it has been updated, and worse, that it was on a computer I no longer have, with software I no longer own.  

Thus, it is now my mission to update, redesign, and redirect the website. 

Hopefully, it will happen soon.

 

A Fresh Start

The Tear Which Now Burns

And then, inspiration struck . . .

Or maybe it didn’t. I was hoping the title would get me rolling on a great idea for a new story, or at least a witty blog. So far though, not so much.

I’ve been remiss in keeping my blog lately. The past two years have not been what I’d call conducive to writing funny little bits to keep the masses amused, so may I be forgiven for the lapse in entries?

Ideally I would like to finish a novel or two or six that I’ve been working for a few years, but I’ve not had the spirit to go back to them. It’s not that they’re especially bad — or for that matter good — stories that has kept me away. It’s only that the stories have stalled, and are stubborn in giving up their secret endings so that I can keep going. I always let the story (a.k.a. the muse) lead the way, you see. If I try to steer it, move it, or otherwise coerce to go my way, the muse will just flip me the bird and flitter away. If, however, I give him free rein and let him simple dictate the story to me, it goes along fine. I’ve often describe the creation of my first novel, “My Brother’s Keeper” as a hostage situation with the muse. He was a merciless captor who would not release me until I had delivered 180,312 words. I managed to scrape up that ransom in about three months. He was a little less demanding with “In The Wake of Ashes” only requiring 172,347 words. That one took a year. He allowed me 3 years for “By Right of Will”.

(Notice how I worked in all my book titles there? That was for your convenience so you can hurry over to Amazon and buy them. Wasn’t that nice of me?)

But the muse has been fickle as of late, sending me starts and fits of one story, only to pull up stakes and move on to something else, leaving me with lots of unfinished work. I feel guilty trying to start something new, when I have five projects languishing in my word processor. I want to finish them, I really do. I ruminate on plot, seeing scenes, making plans for this story or that, and when I get to the point where I’m ready to start writing, the muse smites me for daring to work without him.

It had gotten to the point that I had finally decided that my writing days were over. I said as much out loud a couple of weeks ago. “I’m done,” I declared. “Archive the prose, fold up the poetry and unfinished short stories, and call it quits.”

Later that day, out of the blue, my mother called to tell me that a friend of a friend of a cousin or something knew someone who was maybe interested in doing an interview with me on my latest book. Well, I know mom is well meaning, so I was polite and said, “thanks, I’ll let you know if anything comes of it.”

I was pretty surprised when something did come from it. I was contacted by Judy Buswick, host of “The Writers”, a locally produced show that features local writers with published work. She wanted me to appear on her show. Needless to say, I was pretty glad to do so, so I put in for a day off from my paying job for the day, and got to be an author again. It was fun.

The muse smiled. “Quit huh? I don’t think so.”

But he didn’t bring me any new story. So I figured, I’d just ‘slow down’. But really, slowing down from a full stop is pretty redundant, so I just let the glow of the interview warm me for a while, and then quietly slip back into my ‘not writing’ mode.

Then, my friend Jesse, read one of my short stories on her radio show. “Road Trip” was suddenly being read and I was getting requests from printed versions.

The muse laughed. “Might be time to dust off that word processor, Lorrieann.”

So, I came to realize that the reports of the demise of my writing career may have been premature. It’s time to start again.

So, that’s where I am. Starting over. I’m still waiting for the inspiration to hit, but this time, I have faith that the muse will come back to me. Maybe he’ll even be demanding again. That would be nice.

I’m working on setting up a video link to the interview. I’ll post it when it’s available – or when the technology muse returns and helps me find a way to do it.

 

Cheers,

L

Please forgive my absence

I’ve restarted this five times and have not finished the sentence yet.

This morning I woke up from a dream that’s left me feeling off center.  The details are not important — they fade upon waking anyway — it’s the after effect, and the residual feeling off dread that has me reeling. 

Odd dreams are nothing new for me. I have them quite frequently, and in most cases, I even control them. I learned to rewind, re-edit and resequence my  dreams  long before I ever heard of people paying money to learn how to do it, and long before I knew there was a name for it: lucid dreaming.   I always know when I’m dreaming, because I am in control of it.  If I want to fly, I fly, if I want to snap my fingers and bring forth Johnny Depp, no problem.  (Now that was a hell of a dream). . . the nightmare comes when I snap and nothing happens.  At that moment, I realize, I have lost control of the ‘story’ and the dream is rolling forth on its own.

Now, not every out of control dream is particularly scary.  It could be nothing more than dreaming about folding clothes, but the fact that I cannot change it, or direct it, becomes frightening for me, and therefore, becomes a nightmare.  Does that make me a total control freak or what! 

This morning, for the third time this week, I awoke from such a dream; uncontrolled and free falling, taking me to places I did not wish to revisit.  I only have the lingering impression that I landed face first on the ground, from a very high point, and even though I survived it, I couldn’t call out to anyone for help.  People were mulling about, but not helping.  I was just another bump on the road.

Yesterday, I woke up screaming at my husband because in my dream, he wouldn’t stop talking long enough for me to tell him that something terrible had happened to me. When I did finally tell him, he shrugged and told me it was my fault anyway, and went on with his own story.  I woke up feeling abandoned.

I really want to get back to writing.  I have several projects languishing and I want them to be done.  What has this to do with dreams? I’m not sure, but it seemed relevant.  Maybe it is my forlorned characters, who also feel abandoned, reaching into my psyche to tell me they want to be finished, and until I do, they’ll send weird dreams my way and make me crazy(ier).

Maybe I just need a nice glass of wine.